I am just a regular guy...

Written on Friday, December 07, 2012 by Siddharth PV



I look at a girl and fall for her smile.. 
But I eulogize it.. Wanting to mistake it for something more sublime..

I adore her mischievous trait.. And drool over her gait..
But when it comes to accepting such thoughts.. I tell myself 'Wait'!

Then I battle my brain and force it to stop..
The instruction is - 'Either think great thoughts, or none at all'..

Might have just met a girl in the past.. But I already wanted to move into a future fast!
Now I realize and accept.. it was just my insecurity putting me into a cast..

I have always been battling my brain.. Fighting hard.. 
Trying to rationalize these basic emotions.. through logic hard..

But why could I never accept emotions so banal?
Well, how could II thought 'I was great' after all..

But now I realize.. Nobody fell into love wanting to make the Taj..
It just happened along the way.. Emerging from a mirage..

I cant spend my time.. Worrying dozen a dime..
It will be just a crime.. If I waste my prime.. 

Now I realize.. I am just an ordinary guy.. Wanting to be great..
That I'll make it when I come to it.. in that there's nothing to debate..

--
Cheers!
Siddharth 'PV'

http://siddharthpv.blogspot.com/

I am just a regular guy...



I look at a girl and fall for her smile.. 
But I eulogize it.. Wanting to mistake it for something more sublime..

I adore her mischievous trait.. And drool over her gait..
But when it comes to accepting such thoughts.. I tell myself 'Wait'!

Then I battle my brain and force it to stop..
The instruction is - 'Either think great thoughts, or none at all'..

Might have just met a girl in the past.. But I already wanted to move into a future fast!
Now I realize and accept.. it was just my insecurity putting me into a cast..

I have always been battling my brain.. Fighting hard.. 
Trying to rationalize these basic emotions.. through logic hard..

But why could I never accept emotions so banal?
Well, how could II thought 'I was great' after all..

But now I realize.. Nobody fell into love wanting to make the Taj..
It just happened along the way.. Emerging from a mirage..

I cant spend my time.. Worrying dozen a dime..
It will be just a crime.. If I waste my prime.. 

Now I realize.. I am just an ordinary guy.. Wanting to be great..
That I'll make it when I come to it.. in that there's nothing to debate..

--
Cheers!
Siddharth 'PV'

http://siddharthpv.blogspot.com/